I never knew I ‘d feel so close to you after your death in 2012. So weird and unpredictable. You always come to my dream every year, multiple times in a year. You always send me messages about the direction of my life. It’s really funny that you guide me through my dreams. And every…… Continue reading This one is for you Mom

It is a question that maybe most people try to figure out, but not many people talk about. I have decided since 2 years ago to be open about my life to help inspire people. I don’t mind being vulnerable, because in the past 2 years I learn that being vulnerable helps myself and other…… Continue reading How to genuinely love your life

So….after maybe about 1 year and a half, I haven’t really written anything about love. Or dating life. I guess I have been really busy with my new life chapter in Singapore. However, today I feel more inspired to write about the topic that everybody loves to talk about: LOVE. Put your hands up if…… Continue reading amore, love, cinta, oh well

My first love. My mom, my dad, and my sister. I have been through hard times in the past 2 months, and being away from my family makes it harder. Though I come home every month, but somehow I know they are my home. These people are my home, and leaving them is hard. We…… Continue reading My first love

I remember I always wanted to inspire people through stories. That was the reason why I started my blog in the first place. This time, I would like to share my friend’s story who won his battle against depression and bipolar. I hope it inspires and help some people out there 🙂 —- All of…… Continue reading Being aware of yourself and accept who you are. Even if you are diagnosed with mental illness.

Are we enough? Is ourselves enough? Have we seen enough kindness in this world around us? I was in a Eurotrip 2 weeks ago. Unlike my other Eurotrips, this time was very special to me. I went to Paris and Belgium and spent quality time with my friends who lived there. It had been a…… Continue reading Kindness. Is ourselves enough?

I want to share with you about something. About a valuable lesson I have learned for the past months. The lesson of not being judgmental. I got to admit that I was a very judgmental person. I had a very strong personality and a strong opinion about other people. You all got to admit it…… Continue reading I judge you.

Let me tell you a secret….not so a secret anymore….well….maybe for some people….but maybe not. Ok. enough with the blah…blah..blah..Let’s start this story of mine. most of you who is reading this know that exactly a year ago i got engaged with a man who had been friends with me for 2 years. At the…… Continue reading I owe it to myself. Just like you owe it to yourself.

If 2016 was a man, I would propose to him, marry him, and will never be a part from him. And this…this would be my love letter to him: I was really hurt in the beginning. you pushed me away like you never needed me. you pushed me away like i was worthless. why? I…… Continue reading Will you marry me, 2016?